If I die at a young age or unexpectedly, don’t dwell on how much of a shock it is. Make duaa for me. Forgive me. Pray for jannah for me. Pray for ease for my family. That is how you can prove your love for me.
So, I just left the mosque, and I am so happy I got the chance to go. I am so in love with this religion and I know now this is where I belong.